Push on!

Well, got kinda sick of writing my thesis, so here I am.

Sometimes, I really do not know what I am doing, why I am doing these stuff etc. Am I wasting a year just or the extra honours (sorry for the bad pun)? Or is it for the extra salary that's promised in months to come? Or is it for the better "future job prospects"? Or is it just for the passion?

I guess my biggest take away is learning how to push on in times of adversity. Walking away from adversities is never the best solution. Well, it's ironically the easiest solution. However, this easy solution is not available this year and I guess I was forced to drag myself along.

Decision making is one important lesson I gave myself. I am never good in this aspect and I don't think I am now still. However, I am sure I had improved. Not all the outcomes are desirable, not all parties are happy with those decisions I made, but that's part and parcel of decision making. Looking back, there have been a couple of painful decisions that I made. Even at this point of time, I am not too sure if they are the right one. I often ask myself "what if... what if..." Oh well, its all over, we just have to move on don't we?

Time-out over. Back to work. Perhaps writing a blog is a better way to relax than watching movies. Oh well...